You and me could write a bad romance

If you think I moved on. Well yeah I moved on. And I’m not hoping for it anymore. But in this case, for me, moving on doesn’t include of forgetting liking you. I'm not that type of person, I think beyond that. For me it’s just accepting the fact that I like you just the same as liking these other people around me, but yours on a different level and you don’t. It’s just living with it. It wasn’t hard, but it wasn’t easy as well. But I know anytime soon it will be worth it. Today, I met him, and now I'm way okay of having this relationship with you, like friends you know. But there's one thing I don't like going on, is that when I'm becoming like this, you know slowly drifting away from you, that's when you seem to be talking shit again with me. I don't hate you for this, I just wanna see you becoming a better person, because I care about you so much. It's just one day I wanna see you going after the girl you really really want because you want her and you need her, not just because she likes you, or you have the potential to be together, or she's the one around for now. I want you to not let go of the girl you need so bad because of your fucking pride. You must eat it. I know you don't want that kind of love story. And if now or soon that girl is me, please don't hurt my fragile heart 'cause you have no idea what it has been. C'mon, don't mess around and don't send your fucking mix signals 'cause I know you're mixing it by purpose and 'cause you keep on screwing things up. Life's been so good, don't you see? So, let's just be happy for each of us. Is that alright? I'm always a friend, I will always be here for you, you know that, but I'm just not the right playmate for your games. Not anymore. I think I did grew a lot, and I have a lot of growing to do. And one thing I have learned is that you can never kill the feeling on your own, that’s when you are bitter. Feelings die through time. And mine might just be soon or now. I know myself and this happen often, sometimes it comes back, and sometimes it doesn’t at all. I have to remain open. Feelings that don’t die and even grow fonder in time despite any pain, distance and everything is special, then I must say… it must be it.

For MB
(If you think I wrote this for you, think twice…but maybe this is really for you.)


“We can be happy anytime once we understand that the only place we’ll ever find genuine happiness is inside us. Happiness begins at the point of ACCEPTANCE: the point when we stop questioning why life can’t be perfect and just accept the world the way it is. --ANONYMUS

Though…

“Happiness is somewhat different when someone else does it for us.”--ANONYMUS

And that’s when “two-way” love exist. And that’s what I’m hopeful about.