Making out with a corn cob now, with a little piece of meat, and mashed potato. yeah, that's for my dinner, and I want a REAL one. You know...rice, fish or meat, then veggies, then dessert being ate in the dining table and not in the living room in front of your idiot box or computer but with the whole family. Know what I mean? 'K. Don't shake me out, I'm not being emo, it's all good. I'm just not so fond of this part of my life at the moment.
My playlist won't stop spinning The Killers' Day and Age, then Sam's Town, then i sing along terribly. haha
Hmn...I realized that I'm still using this internet that's scantily crawling fast while everybody's with DSL. How primitive my web life ha. haha and I found myself that I still kept on asking the very same question about little stuff about life, or some sort. I wonder if turning 21 really has something to do with me being lazy with facebook and finding twitter and blogging better.haha And does being 21 really shuts your energy down to argue about pointless disceptations. Or it makes you want to go healthy and start overrunning the veggies and fruit stall in the market. Or does it really has something to do with worrying much about where will I be found in the next few months. Or does it has something to do thinking about where he is now. Or it has something to do me wanting to get back to the peace of drawing and learn how to sew. Or is it responsible for me being nostalgic, and thinking about all the stuff and suddenly feeling so blessed about it. Or is it responsible for me being so bleeeeh scared on gory films that my brother kept on bringing me home and asking me "maya let's watch this one!" with a happy face and me giving him a puke face telling him "have pity. spare me one! we're in a marathon with this kind of films for a week and I just can't eat MEAT the right way.(!)" Or does it Or or or or....so many ors gadeyimmit. I'm just probably enjoying being 21. Still feeling raw about it, maybe. By the way, I bought a birthday present for my brother earlier. The first ever real gift imma give him. haha He's in total need of that one. Good finds! What is it? Nah, I'll spare you the laugh friends. HAHA
It's good to be back writing like this on my blog! Time to hit my sheets now. Got an early class tomorrow. wish me sweet sleep. gad, i love my pillow.
bless your body, bless your soul. pray for peace and self control. -The Killers
PS. one last thing, does being 21 responsible for me finding a hard time deciding what title to put?
PS. I still miss you, you kept me writing and going on.
love maya <3
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Old dream maker, you heartbreaker. Wherever you're goin', I'm goin' your way. Two drifters, off to see the world. There's such a lot of world to see. We're after the same rainbow's end, waitin' 'round the bend. My huckleberry friend, Moon River, and me."
-Frank Sinatra, "MOON RIVER"