breathe and recreate happiness

Watch the clouds...

...and see everything as if for the first time.
I feel like a little kid today. :)

Lovers in Paris Trailer (Filipino Version)

Yepp. I know I know :D it's not normal for me to watch this kind of remake series or "teleserye", But I think I'm gonna see this one. :) I love it indeed. :)

Photo Frenzy

"This was a very typical time. I was single. All you needed was a cup of tea, a light, and your stereo, you know, and that’s what I had.”

---Steve Jobs, at home in 1982.


It's always nice to wake up before 7 AM. You know, before the oldies (my mama and papa..hehe) do, and before heat turn up to 22C. Plus, morning have a certain pleasant smell. With the coffee and the fog.


Today...

So, we had a lot of people here earlier. It's kind of a tradition that every house will cook foods and drinks for any stranger who come to your house. It sounds a lil weird ha, but that's how it goes here just for you to know. :))"Viva la Virgen de Peñafrancia" VIVA! VIVA! Viva el Divino Rostro!" People shout this way.



I'm trying hard to put a picture to anyone's mind who's reading this blog on how the fiesta goes here . :) Thanks to flickr! I found one! :) But this one's in Naga, our neighboring city, who happens to have the same fiesta and scene. Okay. enough with the talks. :)

Later today...

I have an extra...and a little more extra photo frenzy. I'm loving Jackie Young's page, I'm impressed with her road trip shots, not to mention (well, as I mention)which is my dream by the way...the road trip, ya. plus the photo plus with a boyfriend together in a roadtrip...and a photo. :)

Caught my eyes...and for some reason I love it...









Check out the rest of her photos here!



I found this one on the web too. I think it's so cute and innocent and simple. :)

And this one's funny. :D


Okay. enough.
At this moment, I can still hear the rain and strong wind outside, and so sick of this TV drama that my mum can't get over with. :)

GOODNIGHT!***

PS. Girl, I don't mind if you get annoyed with these, I don't write for you. So, don't annoy yourself. Do stop reading. A'right? :)

Break the Stereotype

So, nothing much interesting happened today. Actually it rained hard so I felt really lazy to go out. And I expect that what I do when I'm back in my homeland is just eat and sleep and just do what I want and relax as much as I could 'cause I may not have this again when I'm back in the city. haha I call this the lazy sesh. :))

Soooo, I'm sewing this old dress of my mum, transforming it to my new dress!!! LALAAA! :))And I've been hitting my old closet and found some denims I could still use, but I altered it. ;)) And so far I'm doing good (I guess...haha) I'm so pathetic, I watched some couple of online video tutorials of how to do acid wash. haha I already used Zonrox, chlorine, blah blah!!! haha Hmn...but I actually like the output ha! :)) See you tomorrow! Or the next day after tomorrow. Eh, whatever! kisses!


...just webcaming with my friend, just really bored with each other. haha JK! ;))
dang my untrimmed brows! Ew.

"Oh I'm worth more than an X......I wanna break the mold wanna BREAK THE STEREOTYPE. Fist in the air I'm not going down without a fight!!!"

---Katy Perry

Tuesday. Tuesday.

"i only wanted to see you bathing in the purple rain,
i never wanted to be your weekend lover,
i only wanted to be some kind of friend.
baby i could never steal you from another,
it's such a shame our friendship had to end."

---Prince

Wow. The weather is perfect today, it was sunny but it was windy! I love it like this. :) So, I went to my school earlier. And today, I'm an official Filipino citizen--I will vote now/soon! haha :))


Suddenly, I just miss the feeling of being here :)

Weird September Morning

So i kind of had a major freak out today. Gosh, I woke up by 8 in the morning from the sound of......no, not from the chirping birds but from the band I have no idea why they're playing outside. And what I mean is the kind of band who plays during sports league, you know with cymbals and humongous bass drum. hahaha :)) I was like fresh from my dreams and get off of my bed right away and was like "huh??" But then I realized..."oh! one week more before we have our "barangay"(barangay is like ehm..neighborhood in english) fiesta!" Now I smell reunion with old buddies, foods, beach, and FUN! Hmn...I've never missed my family so bad like this! It's always great to be home. :)

Now that's why we have bands waking you up early in the morning during September...instead of birds. haha :))


Where I usually spend my time when I'm home with my friends. Apart from our house with my mama and papa and my dog, and in front of my computer. :))

3 Seconds

Let me tell you a little something about my subversive fate with the man of my life (for a little while), though I’m not the woman in his life.

It was the most unforgettable scene that I ever had in my entire life. It’s like those scenes in the movies where harbingers are floating, where you can’t hear anything not because sounds are gone but because all the strengths of your senses went to your heart for you to feel what you saw, where the most splendid thing happens in just few seconds, and you’re back into the real world. And there’s a sudden thought of how will you bring this forth—fancy things to your real world.

That’s the finest unearthly thing that ever happened to me. And it happened in three seconds.

Then God gave me few more seconds with you. You utter my name, your name, and we shook hands. And I felt providential about these two things that moment… that you were actually looking…not at me, but in my eyes, and I have the reason to look you in the eye. The world shut off…nobody was in the room…and there was an abrupt connection. Yes, it’s crazy. It’s unexplainable. It’s magical. That’s the split second of us meeting.

And when you finally get to meet him, share thoughts with him, have a little laugh with him, share smiles with him. You pay attention, you feel things, you steal looks and pretend you don’t when I caught you, then have few days with him…weeks…months…and you come closer to the end. You know you have to let go anytime soon. I felt like I was a little girl being told fairy tale stories to put to sleep. It was fast. It was dreamly. But it was real.

I gotta say that this feeling does exist. But most of the time they are meant to stay where they are. You can’t bring fantasy into the real world because they don’t move simultaneously, they move in different course, but you can find it.


I never planned this, I never hoped for this, I didn’t even see it coming.

Destiny drags me to you, or destiny drags you to me. I’ll be forever thanking God for that. If it shouldn’t happen, It won’t happen.

One day when we meet again, and I see you happy, and I know it’s not because of me, that’s when I’ll miss you, but I’ll be happy for you. Somewhere along the way we’ve met. And I know one of these days it will happen once more. I’ll be seeing you.

I feel sorry for myself. You're not the one to love me. I’m not the one to love you forever.

Grrrrrr!

Girl, please stop ripping off from my works, words, and style. It's annoying, seriously.

VIP baby!

Can't hardly wait for Katy Perry and Martin Johnson! Yes baby! VIP it is. I'm ecstatic! :D:D:D

Connection or Serendipity

TODAY’S ADVICE: Nothing is really over until you stop trying.

Okay. Would I take it?

What have I gotten myself into? I’m such a loco homo when it comes to deciding what to do! Well guess what???! I don’t know what to do! It’s so raaaaaaaaaaad, isn’t it?! (of course that’s pseudo-intellectual. Need not to say that.) How silly, I said it anyway. Please expect in, I’m heading south today, and you’re heading mid-west. Please excuse me for that.

I’m so befuddled between these two issues which really matters to me. Seriously. And now I’m sitting in front of my retard computer (which I still love tho), and I’m like blank, I don’t know what to say next. “cause that’s all I know, these two things in my life matter to me. Actually they ain’t things, they are people. And what’s crazy is I’m trying to resort myself to any of these while they ain’t up to it. Things are flashing back and forth my mind, like I screwed things up, like I can’t wait anymore though I know I still can, like I feel this, what about the dreams, what about the laugh insurance only us have, the legit stuff, an so on…and after everything, there it goes... I did screw things up for real. I guess I’m trying again to please, I mean I do, a little, but god! I need cooperation from whatever. My heart is too fragile for this.

I still laugh things off, that's how I am. But this has been a tough time for me.

The Dad

I was surprised I am in hiatus in writing for or about you this month. It wasn't intentional anyway, but yeah...I was still thinking about you. I was wondering could I get more unfortunate with all these fucktard love stories, I mean almost love. Gosh. I just want to gag about it, and not try so hard to knacker myself with all these life's nicest mockery. Yeah NICEST!

I'm supposedly writing my practicum report now instead of blogging. But I had to write this down before I loose my sentient and jot this in my report. haha

Okay, seriously, I ain't fine now. I need a hug.

I'm Simple and Twisted.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

I love this song. :)

IDK

"I never stopped loving you. I just stopped showing it."

The Bunk. The Question. The Sunset.

This was a long day for me. I've been awake since 12 this morning, I can't really sleep. Maybe it's because of the routine I had in the past five weeks. I've been having an excessive intake of caffeine 'cause I have to be awake at night working. It's kind of hard and I feel physically tired 'cause I don't eat normal now, I feel unhealthy...UGH! It's like my day starts at........ehm...actually I don't know when my day starts. haha Let me see...so I sleep around 8 AM to 3 PM, then eat my lunch (which is TOTALLY not normal for me. I starve a lot.) Then after, probably watch something or surf the net. Then by 7 PM I feel terribly sleepy. So I sleep until I wake up at 12 MN...then I'll eat my dinner...then I hate it!!! 'cause I'm fucking awake until 8 in the morning!!! I want to get back my normal sleeping routineeeee!!!!!!!! Oh please. :/

But! but! but! I got an idea!... I should be awake and active by day, so I've decided to go out today with my friends. I went to the bookstore, and shuffling randomly trying to find a nice book...I found this one...hahaha

So I asked a question... "What will I do???"---->This was my question.

Then the book answered... "Today is a good way to do it."

HOW IRONIC.


Randomly captured the sunset today. I wish one day I'll share one with you.

Choto Stop

Found this one at www.ourawesomeplanet.com. I find this interesting 'cause it's a one stop shop of all these Japanese products! (but of course not everything...well at least what I want..haha) The name is CHOTO STOP which means "stop for a while". And what's awesome about it is that a lot of the products are ranging from Php75 below.
Since I'm on holidaysss now...I gotta visit this and shop one time! ;D

And of course, everybody loves the Japanese waffle ice cream! Who will refuse it anyway?! ;D

Here's the full blog if you wanna check it out further.---> http://www.ourawesomeplanet.com/awesome/2009/06/choto-stop-in-little-tokyo.html

Rain Rain Go Away

Sniff! Sniff! Hmn...I can smell the bum life---sleeping a lot, eating a lot, online a lot. What else?! I'm thinking of going home in my homeland for some couple of weeks, you know...it has always been the REAL vacation for me. :D

Gosh! Rainy season is so on. It won't stop raining since last week. The sky is always dark and it's cold. Brrrr! I always feel lazy. But I'd rather be bum at home than seeing "Simang" every Tuesday morning, who ALWAYS find ways to scold me. I just really don't know why is she so mad at me. I can't even figure out what kind of boss she is! Well if she earn people's respect that way, I guess she won't earn mine. You can't just imagine how terrible kind of boss is she. SIGH! anyway, I'm done with the dilemmas about her, besides, she's not even worth to sweat about. :)

OK. so it really won't stop raining. I hope it will later today. Kisses!

Recessionista's Shopping Sickness

Just got home from my training job, and it just ended today. FINALLY! I can get back to my normal sleep routine. :D Whew...and sooo, to treat myself... :D I bought this Moschino bag! I am happy and I love it sooo much! ♥♥♥ Well, I guess the cliché always goes right...SHOPPING will always be a girl's best remedy. hahaha :)) By the way, got this good find at a thrift shop near us...for only P100...by haggling. haha Cheap huh?! ;D

Can I. Can You. And I Will too.

Ikaw si Hingi, Utos, at Gaya-gaya. I hope you're aware. 'Cause people hate it and it kind of pissing me off.

I LOOOOVEEE KITTY PURRY!

GOSH!!!!!! No way I'm gonna miss going to this concert! I soo love Katy Perry, I like her and all her style. Ugh, I just love her! ♥♥♥ Counting the days now. :)))

By the way...hello hello yellow! Well, this is my first blog this month, haven't written for days...well ages for me. haha It doesn't matter. Anyway, this will be my very few GRRRR weeks in my training job. Hmn..well, it's fun. You know, when you can't find fun in something, the only last resort is to search and find the fun in it. haha I guess I found it. SOMEHOW. :)) Sooo, have a great start of
BER-months!!! I had a great one! ;D Kisses!