Screening day

Pulled up hair. Hair bun. Full make up. Corporate attire.---sooooo not me.

overdue

Just came home. I went to the church to attend the Sunday mass. I'm not a very religious person, 'cause you know it's something private for me, like it's something you have only with your inner self and Him. But, I'm a highly faithful person, and it's important for me that I keep my faith to God on the strongest level. Just not really comfortable blunting or talking about it with other people. Anyway... on Thursday, it's gonna be over! HAha. I can't wait for 3:00 PM of Wednesday 'cause by that time our defense for our thesis paper is finally done! I'll be able to breathe again..fully.. Since we started doing all these paper works, I felt like there's a heavy thing in my chest. I felt like I was rushed. That's just not really normal. Plus, I don't have a normal sleep. SERIOUSLY. and that sucks a lot.

I was supposed to blog some of the awesome happenings and stuff in my life right now, but I resort for a little hiatus for another one week. ;) There's just a week remaining and I'm back on blogging track baby! Gotta clean up all these stuff and some mess I've made.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.-St. Augustine

Hiatus from school stuff

Gonna hit the theater later tonight to see the Rent Musical with my cousins. Bleeeep bleeeeep. I had a good day, not so awesome but not so rude like yesterday. Then Imma see Valentines Day film tomorrow with my best friend, then off to Pampanga on Sunday morning. Should be awesome! Looking forward for good quality pics. Yeap. I gotta resort to these recreations from time to time, 'cause if I ain't, I'd probably go totally mental. That's all for right now.

my mind is not good enough to make a title for this now

Making out with a corn cob now, with a little piece of meat, and mashed potato. yeah, that's for my dinner, and I want a REAL one. You know...rice, fish or meat, then veggies, then dessert being ate in the dining table and not in the living room in front of your idiot box or computer but with the whole family. Know what I mean? 'K. Don't shake me out, I'm not being emo, it's all good. I'm just not so fond of this part of my life at the moment.

My playlist won't stop spinning The Killers' Day and Age, then Sam's Town, then i sing along terribly. haha

Hmn...I realized that I'm still using this internet that's scantily crawling fast while everybody's with DSL. How primitive my web life ha. haha and I found myself that I still kept on asking the very same question about little stuff about life, or some sort. I wonder if turning 21 really has something to do with me being lazy with facebook and finding twitter and blogging better.haha And does being 21 really shuts your energy down to argue about pointless disceptations. Or it makes you want to go healthy and start overrunning the veggies and fruit stall in the market. Or does it really has something to do with worrying much about where will I be found in the next few months. Or does it has something to do thinking about where he is now. Or it has something to do me wanting to get back to the peace of drawing and learn how to sew. Or is it responsible for me being nostalgic, and thinking about all the stuff and suddenly feeling so blessed about it. Or is it responsible for me being so bleeeeh scared on gory films that my brother kept on bringing me home and asking me "maya let's watch this one!" with a happy face and me giving him a puke face telling him "have pity. spare me one! we're in a marathon with this kind of films for a week and I just can't eat MEAT the right way.(!)" Or does it Or or or or....so many ors gadeyimmit. I'm just probably enjoying being 21. Still feeling raw about it, maybe. By the way, I bought a birthday present for my brother earlier. The first ever real gift imma give him. haha He's in total need of that one. Good finds! What is it? Nah, I'll spare you the laugh friends. HAHA

It's good to be back writing like this on my blog! Time to hit my sheets now. Got an early class tomorrow. wish me sweet sleep. gad, i love my pillow.

bless your body, bless your soul. pray for peace and self control. -The Killers

PS. one last thing, does being 21 responsible for me finding a hard time deciding what title to put?

PS. I still miss you, you kept me writing and going on.
love maya <3

love month=STRESS:love(still)

What's this love month got to do with me? I feel kind of stressed out...you know, as usual...uni stuff. I kept complaining about it. Gotta hold on for a month and few more weeks and I'll be done with these. Sigh. I miss people. I seriously miss some of them. I miss our ranting. I miss our laughs. I miss you weirdo. What a day by the way... it was a sick rude sudden trip. Just got home earlier, then unpacked, then shower. Then off to bed now because I have to be up as early as six tomorrow. Then piles of research works to do due on monday. This is seriously sick. I need your lap weirdo...wish you were here. :│

PS

PS. Thanks MJ for stuffing the crowd. Thanks MJ for diving into MY FACE, my neck and uhm...my face again. My face loves your sweat and your STUBBLES! It's kinda hot though...you know...your neck resting on my shoulder while people grab your head and I was like 'uhm excuse me...OK? MJ and I are having some kinda cheeks to cheeks grinding sesh.' Ain't that sweet. :) Thanks(?) for letting me carry you on your chest like a cross. No, like a drunken mime. haha It's cute but you're freakin' heavy man. haha BUT, BIG Thankssss because for that, I was able to uhm...uhm...kiss you. Thanks MJ and Poolie for looking while singing.

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You know when someone is looking at you and they hold a five second look with your eye, and they look away 'cause they weren't able to hold it. and they look back to check if you really are looking. And you both look away 'cause you're finally sure you're looking at each other and not the other person behind you. Then you'll get those little butterflies in your stomach, and you hold back your smile and look around to check if the people around are looking, and if not you drop your head and smile like a moron. And that happens in 10 seconds. I kinda like it.

PS. Oh dear lord, I'm 21 and I act like an 18 year old little girl in front of my crush. Oh forgive me flippin' hell. :)

iwannagetinked

Doodling with my friends earlier. Because seriously I'm frustrated. HAHA I wanna get inked NOW.