Cheers 09! Flex 10!

My last post for this year...Good bye 2009! You've been so good to me, and I want to thank all those people who made it all a lot better. You know who you are. :) Sooooo, WELCOME 2010! let's keep the positive vibes, the love...more love...the smiles, the laugh, and the guts! 2010's gonna be my year. It's gonna kick some ass! Flex! :)

My hometown beach. I love this photo taken by my friend.blue moon love

Dat Warm Happy Heart

Hmn...I'm finding a hard time writing these days to be honest. You know, something sensible for myself, when i don't usually squeeze myself to be creative on that part. But I'm finding it quite easy and going back to writing songs from real emotions. I'm trying to create a nice melody that suits on how I feel, that I wanted to have the same emotion even after few years later when I listen to it. I'm enjoying this. :)

It's exactly 12 midnight now, I'm still awake. I usually blog when everybody is asleep, I can't just write for real when there's people around. (that's why I admire and heart these people that still makes me write something nice around him/her). This is the other part of me...I feel like I want to be alone just tonight. I just wanna think things seriously, because some of it are critical, some are just something to ponder about. Some are funny...different things. Well, this are the stuff that makes my life exciting. They call me 'emo', but I can't believe I'm a 'happy emo'. I just enjoy thinking about the memories. I don't know where I'm getting all these reason to smile. Whoever or whatever you are, I love you.

(get use to this type of my writing--abrupt changing ot topic :]) I'm seriously pissed earlier 'cause my trip is 3 days delayed. Thus, I will be 2 days absent, and that sucks by the way. I'm becoming a real aunt to my 6 year old neice these days. haha and I'm enjoying it :) I teach her with school stuff, do bathing with her, playing, blah blahsss... trying to teach her play the guitar, and make her listen to my music. haha Could somebody tell me I'm doing it the bad way? haha I remember talking to my friend, I always tell her that I'm excited to have a baby...a blonde baby with green eyes. :) (not now. don't freak out. :D)

This is not new to me. People always find me weird, I don't expect everyone to get me al the time. And I'm fine with that. :) People who want me, try to get to know better, and those who don't ditch me. I do the same. Not totally ditch, but I don't pay much attention to those who don't get my attention, but it doesn't mean I hate you. For me, relationship (friends and boyfriends) is a process. This will sound ironic when I say I enjoy meeting different kinds of people, and this will make more ironic when I say I'm not that friendly. See? I'm weird. :)


You know I'm excited to talk and laugh over my weirdness...your weirdness...our weirdness over a cup of coffee...during fall. Don't you? :) I can picture that.

PS I want to thank you for inspiring me more, and making me feel worth. My heart is with you. Always.

Sucker for Leather

My papa sells the 'raw' material for leather, and I've always been in love with anything LEATHER. I just can't get enough of it. ;D

Calatagan

Been in Calatagan, Quezon (my friend's hometown) last weekend for our Marketing Research Course. We did enjoy! I'll spare you guys with the annoying details of this project haha. So, here's just some of the photos. :)

Happy Holiday! Ho Ho Ho!

hohohoho!!! Happy Holidays everyone!!! Finally I'm back in my sweet hometown again! :D I can't believe we're seven of us celebrating this holiday, usually we're only three or if lucky enough we're four. haha

My trip last night was horrible! My gahd! I spent half of my day inside the car. I swear I won't join carpooling again going home. Not anymore! Seriously I swore that to myself. haha

So, I haven't posted anything here for the longest time ha. I told you I was really busy, and even if we're on holidays, we still have loads of take home school projects to do. But anyway, I'm enjoying the Holidays now! :D Actually, we're cooking right now, and I do the tasting part hahaha that's why I love it when my chef ate is here. :D It's a little sad 'cause kuya Bawit and ate Ana won't be spending their Christmas with us since they can't due of their works. :│ And that's what voice chatting is for. haha

We'll be celebrating our Noche Buena in few hours! I'm excited to greet everyone, for the foodssss, I'm excited to open the presents, I'm excited for 2110! :D

How I wish I could spend a white Christmas with my family and love ones soon. :)

Got sunny side up?

Goooooood moooooorning! :D I'm cooking my breakfast today! I'm having 2 sunny side up, salami, 4 slices of bread, and yoghurt. my gahd. Me going healthy?! That's unusual. haha Hmn...I didn't know why I've decided to make this photo black and white. Weird. Have an awesome morning though! and a sweet day ahead! :D

Emman's 20th

Dang the first restaurant we had last night 'cause of some snooty staff, so we've decided not to eat there, then we end up in a cute restaurant but it takes us so long to choose, 'cause stupid us didn't realize that 'hello! it's Saturday, every restaurant is full!' haha

So it was Emman's celebration of his birthday last night. We had fun a lot! Well, always! Except for a little unfortunate situation when my friend's mobile phone was stolen. Darn it. But after some few moment of cooling up... back to dance! dance!

HBD

You and me could write a bad romance

If you think I moved on. Well yeah I moved on. And I’m not hoping for it anymore. But in this case, for me, moving on doesn’t include of forgetting liking you. I'm not that type of person, I think beyond that. For me it’s just accepting the fact that I like you just the same as liking these other people around me, but yours on a different level and you don’t. It’s just living with it. It wasn’t hard, but it wasn’t easy as well. But I know anytime soon it will be worth it. Today, I met him, and now I'm way okay of having this relationship with you, like friends you know. But there's one thing I don't like going on, is that when I'm becoming like this, you know slowly drifting away from you, that's when you seem to be talking shit again with me. I don't hate you for this, I just wanna see you becoming a better person, because I care about you so much. It's just one day I wanna see you going after the girl you really really want because you want her and you need her, not just because she likes you, or you have the potential to be together, or she's the one around for now. I want you to not let go of the girl you need so bad because of your fucking pride. You must eat it. I know you don't want that kind of love story. And if now or soon that girl is me, please don't hurt my fragile heart 'cause you have no idea what it has been. C'mon, don't mess around and don't send your fucking mix signals 'cause I know you're mixing it by purpose and 'cause you keep on screwing things up. Life's been so good, don't you see? So, let's just be happy for each of us. Is that alright? I'm always a friend, I will always be here for you, you know that, but I'm just not the right playmate for your games. Not anymore. I think I did grew a lot, and I have a lot of growing to do. And one thing I have learned is that you can never kill the feeling on your own, that’s when you are bitter. Feelings die through time. And mine might just be soon or now. I know myself and this happen often, sometimes it comes back, and sometimes it doesn’t at all. I have to remain open. Feelings that don’t die and even grow fonder in time despite any pain, distance and everything is special, then I must say… it must be it.

For MB
(If you think I wrote this for you, think twice…but maybe this is really for you.)


“We can be happy anytime once we understand that the only place we’ll ever find genuine happiness is inside us. Happiness begins at the point of ACCEPTANCE: the point when we stop questioning why life can’t be perfect and just accept the world the way it is. --ANONYMUS

Though…

“Happiness is somewhat different when someone else does it for us.”--ANONYMUS

And that’s when “two-way” love exist. And that’s what I’m hopeful about.

Weekends at Uni

We begin with our thesis' introduction and background yesterday, planned our Marketing course project, and planned our vacation in our hometown this summer! :D

we love to hang out in the field and watch some soccer games after a long stressful day...just to unwind :)

Cut out boots

I want to have this boots! Not badly, but I want it. Or something alike. :)

Henry Poole WAS Here

I find this movie really weird. And a tearjerker as well. I don't know how on both sides.

It's December! Flex!

Hello December! :D Wow, time is really fleeting so fast, I can't believe it's gonna be 2010 in 30 days, and I'm gonna be 21 in approximately 62 days! Okay, I'm really getting older, hmn...getting close to it...a bit. :)

So, I haven't posted for a week, as usual for the same reason...UNI STUFF! Well, I've been screwing some of my readings and paper but I'm quite getting used to it, and pretty much having a good relationship with it. HAH. :) Anyway, IT'S DECEMBER! Flexxxx! It's one of my most favorite month and season! You know, Christmas...Holidays...gifts...haha...family, foods, love ones, noise...nice kind of noise, better weather...at least not humid, everything! I mean the Christmas spirit! I just love it!

Just a bit about my lil world...well, I've been doing good so far with my life now. I'm loving my decisions, and so far the consequences as well. Life's been so sweet and smooth with me these days. Not bad at all. :)

SOME PHOTOS I TOOK TODAY ...just to see next year how was it in the past 365 days. :)

December 1 in our street. You see the typical Christmas lights on some house. And some double parking cars. haha

I got a present already! Too early for Christmas ha! :) But I do love this new leather jacket with a leopard print inside! ♥♥♥ Hmn, why do I invest on so many clothes for cold weather by the way?! Maybe I'm supposed to be on places on some sort sometime soon. Ok. What the shack I'm talking about! haha

and SHABA! I have to thank my best friend Teresa and his brother for this chocolate they got for me fresh from Estonia/Sweden. Been munching this since yesterday. One of the best chocolate I must say! :)

the moon tonight.